October 21st, 2009

Current Music: Camp Rock Security: Time: 03:32 am

Got a call today from Capital One and had my first interview. My second is on Friday at Chevy Chase in California, MD. I'm so excited. I really hope I get the job. I could use the money, and it's different from any job I've had before. It'll be a nice change of pace.

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September 18th, 2009

Security: Subject: Moved! Time: 12:11 am Current Mood: tired

Yay! Finally moved into my new apartment. Soooo happy. It's really beautiful. Now I just gotta unpack everything. So tired of this moving stuff lol, but oh well. Totally worth it.

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August 10th, 2009

Security: Time: 08:19 pm Current Mood: calm

So I'm here in Colonial Heights, VA, chillin' at the Holiday Inn. Came with my fiance for his last week of training because tomorrow is our Anniversary and he graduates on Friday. So excited for this week.

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August 2nd, 2009

Security: Time: 01:23 am Current Mood: bitchy

I honestly can not believe my mom would say such a thing to me. Doesn't she have anything better to do than make me feel horrible all the time? I mean... just because I don't want to become a dental assistant to make good money, 'I'm going no where in life, and am just planning on relying on my fiance for the rest of my life'. Gee, I'm just soooo pathetic! Fuck that! Why become a dental assistant if I don't want to? If I'm going to school for anything, it's for what I want. 'Go for something that makes money, then go back for what you want,' she says, but what's the point? Spend all that time doing something I don't want? Forget that shit. I'm not going to waste my time on something I don't want.

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July 30th, 2009

Current Music: There Will Be a Day ~ Jeremy Camp Security: Subject: Blah Time: 12:34 pm Current Mood: depressed

Well, yesterday was a very interesting and nerve wracking day. I was already having a bad day, and then I make it out to my fiance's car... hop in it, and start to drive off, when I hit his dad's car with it... God that sucks. And it was my first accident ever... well, first accident caused by me. I mean, the hit wasn't 'THAT' bad, but I still felt horrible! Neither were my car! If it had been my car, I don't think I would have freaked as much... but noooooo. Damn. Claire ended up coming over and taking me out to 'celebrate' my first accident lol. We even went and got Sam. Had Pizza Hut. I was very upset when I got out today to find my fiance had taken my car again... and left me with his. Well, couldn't miss work again, so sadly I had to take it. Talk about a nervous wreck. Well, on the plus side... Me and Arlo got the apartment. Sadly my dad will be living with us for a while so we can afford the apartment and still pay off our bills. He'll be giving us $500 a month. Guess it's not sooo bad though. It's still me and Arlo's apartment. My dad is just getting a room, so I don't have to worry about all his crap being everywhere, and I at least know he won't really bother us. It's only for a little bit anyway, at least until we catch up on things. We just gotta get out of his parents house. I can't stand his mom.

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July 23rd, 2009

Security: Time: 10:18 pm Current Mood: excited

Just applied for a really beautiful apartment today! I really really hope we get it. I'm soooo excited.

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July 18th, 2009

Security: Subject: Vacation! Time: 09:42 pm Current Mood: cheerful

So, my vacation is pretty great so far! Left my house at 4:30 yesterday morning... got NO sleep, lol. Met Arlo in Capital Heights, VA by 7 and waited in his car till 12:30 for him to get off work, then we went straight to Hampton, VA to spend the weekend with my cousin. Sadly, me and Arlo did get into an argument on our first day here, but we quickly got over it. Saw Harry Potter last night with my other cousin, Glen, and it was an okay movie. Nothing special. I still stand by, the fifth movie is my favorite. I know I know. It's just me. Today me and Arlo went to VA beach while Maicha was working. Had lots of fun. Got a teeny tiny tan, lol. Then we went back to Maicha's and TJ's place... where I ended up taking a nap... How the hell did that happen? lol. Then I cooked dinner, adobo, which I was supposed to teach Maicha how to cook, but instead she ended up running to the store for me because she didn't have enough soy sauce and vinegar. Dinner was great lol. They all enjoyed it. Made me happy lol. Found out though Maicha isn't very asian lol. Sad! So very very sad! What kind of filipino is she? Geez! Now we're all watching TV and drinking. My mom, Lola, and Mila are currently on their way here now. Probably won't be here for another hour. We're all going to the beach together tomorrow. Me and Arlo are thinking about going to the mall near VA beach as well. But anyway, yup, great weekend so far. Really enjoying it. I totally needed this.

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July 13th, 2009

Current Music: The Climb ~ Miley Cyrus Security: Subject: Weddings... Time: 03:15 pm Current Mood: grateful

So, after some thought, I've decided I don't want a wedding. I just want to get married. All this wedding business is just too expensive, and requires too much thought and work. Not to mention, we were looking at apartments on Saturday, and if we want to get a place together, especially so he can be closer to his new job location, then we won't be able to afford a wedding anytime soon. Honestly, I'll be happy enough just being able to marry him, so what's the point in a wedding? I don't need one, and so I won't have one. I really don't want one. I just want him.

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June 25th, 2009

Current Music: The Climb ~ Miley Cyrus Security: Time: 01:21 am Current Mood: excited

Today was a pretty awesome day. Of course it started out with an argument with my mom basically telling me I was lazy, impossible and picky and didn't want to do anything and was just causing Arlo to struggle. Whatever. Anyway, ended up getting a job in Old Town thanks to my mom. Her friend owns a small antique store there. It's actually pretty cute. So after all that, I had Claire pick me up from my house and we headed over to Jen's apartment. We talked, played Gundam Dynasty Warriors and waited for Stephen to get home so we could go eat at Thursdays, where surprisingly they paid for my food. Then we walked on the board walk and headed back to the house to play Pirates Life. Awesome game lol. And everyone so ganged up on Claire, yet she still won. Darn, lol. Then Claire took me to Borders where I met Mayne so I could go home with her. Lucky me, I got to see Will. ^_^ Yay! So now I'm just chilling. Tomorrow is my first day at work. Looking forward to it. I'll finally have my own money and won't have to rely so much on Arlo.

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June 20th, 2009

Current Music: Gulo, Hilo, Lito ~ Acelvan Ommen Security: Subject: Burden Time: 03:27 pm Current Mood: confused

I have never felt more like a burden than I do now. His mom hates me, and I knew she did from the beginning, but I tried so hard to be the better person and be nice and polite. We're living in their basement now, but suddenly his mom decided we aren't even allowed upstairs. She even locked the freaking door. So we have no kitchen, and no washer/dryer. We have to go in and out of the house through the back door. And she straight up told him that she doesn't like the way he's living his life. Basically that I'm in his way. He can't even support himself, so how can he support two people? I'm so confused. Ever since we've moved in here, his mom has done nothing but make me feel worse and worse about myself, and I just feel like I'm in the way. And now he's hurting because of me. I don't understand how anyone can treat their own child that way. I don't know what to do. God help me.

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